Cat Has My Tongue For a Reason...

"There is a reason why I don't like talking, it's because people get hurt if I truly express my feelings. But it's aggravating when the rare times I actually want to express my thoughts; you're door is closed." -Kazie

My head is in a tornado warning right about now. Things seem to go great by actions but truthfully I'm miserable.

I hate...no, despise....being told what I can't do and being judged for my actions that I and probably other people think aren't a big deal. But no worries, as a person that is capable of hiding things for a significant amount of time I move on as if your words of negativity don't bother me.

But there comes a time when I reach full capacity and have to unleash in order to get the depression back on E. And when that happens, that is when I become unfriendly. I ignore the warnings, the flashing redlights, and just zero in and make my thoughts known.

So this wouldn't be a problem right? Far from it.

I'm not the only one that does this. In fact I'm confident that someone reading this blog is probably doing this right about now involving a friend, a loved one, a parent, or whoever. I want to inform you that you have a legit reason for holding your tongue right now...you want to make that person on your mind happy.

It sucks trying to please everybody. But sometimes holding back can help a tad for a few precious moments. My advice right here would be to try and let go but we all know that's more difficult than finding World Peace in the UN. I'm an expert at acting when I just want to be left alone but there comes a time where you just need to go away from it all to rebuild yourself.

This is one of those times for me, I just want everybody to be happy. Even if that means that I have to sacrifice my happy in order to lend a hand to someone that truly needs it.

Until then...my hand is occupied as I rebuild.
One Love.