Conversations With My 13 Year Old Self

There are times where you just need to talk to yourself in order to pick yourself up. Fortunately music artist, P!nk, already did that for you with her and her 13 year old self. Here are the lyrics and song link at the end.

Read them and listen since they are similar to the bitter complicated 13 year old that I use to be. Except I wasn't a girl of course haha. But this is a very creative pick me up/motivation song done by P!nk.

Lyrics:

Conversations with my thirteen year old self,
Conversations with my thirteen year old self.

You're angry,
I know this.
The world couldn't care less.
You're lonely,
I feel this.
And you wish you were the best.
No teachers,
Or guidance.
And you always walk alone.
You're crying
At night when
Nobody else is home.

Come over here and let me hold your hand and hug you darling.
I promise you that it won't always feel this bad.
There are so many things I want to say to you.
You're the girl I used to be.
You little heartbroken thirteen year old me.

You're laughing,
But you're hiding.
God I know that trick too well.
You forget,
That I've been you.
And now I'm just the shell.
I promise
I love you and
Everything will work out fine.
Don't try to
Grow up yet.
Oh just give it some time.

The pain you feel is real; you're not asleep but it's a nightmare.
But you can wake up anytime.
Oh don't lose your passion or the fighter that's inside of you.
You're the girl I used to be,
The pissed off complicated thirteen year old me.

Conversations with my thirteen year old self,
Conversations with my thirteen year old self.

Until we meet again.
Oh I wish you well oh
I wish you well.
Little girl
Until we meet again
Oh
I wish you well
Little girl
I wish you well
Until we meet again
My little thirteen year old me.

Song Link: Conversations With My 13 Year Old Self

Don't ever lose the fire that burns inside you. Life gets complicated but it gets better with time my little 13 year old.

Drop The World On Your Head

"I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes. Hate in my heart, love in my mind. I seen nights full of pain, days of the same. You keep the sunshine, save me the rain." -Lil' Wayne

Why is Australia coming towards my head?

Sometimes it feels like the world is just out to get your on certain days. Everything is going wrong, simple tasks become more complicated and uninteresting, and your mood turns from cheerful to bitter in about 15 seconds. And what's worse...you have absolutely no idea why.

People...including myself...just have those days where like one of my favorite music artist of old, Limp Bizkit, would say "Everything is f@!ked and everybody sucks." There is really no way to avoid these kind of days since it usually just happens at random or due to frustration and days of depression. I experienced one of these today and I was at work during the bitter timeline and...well let's just say I was very glad when clock-out time came.

So how do you try to get over this unknown bitterness? Well you can try to focus your mind on something else. What does that mean? Basically, trick your mind. Instead of feeling like crud, try to make yourself active with positive energy wherever you may be however you want to.

But the point is don't let the world get to you on the regular. Yes, you will feel like a bastard child in some instances but your not. You are awesome...don't let Asia tell you otherwise.

Oh watch out for the Indian Ocean, it can cause shivering with human contact in those waters.

Pictivation 2: Ow!

So for this I was looking for a picture that would make me laugh and...well I found one.

As an extra bonus, it is video game related so my inner nerd was able to chuckle while not feeling like an outsider.

So here it is...watch your nuts boys. And you assault rifles. Ouch.

So true...yet so painful haha.

Motivation From The Master #4

"Don't let one negative ruin a group of positives" -Kazie

What a busy day for me...

Here's a well-organized bullet list to explain the events that took place during the last 24 hours.

• Woke up, took a shower, got dressed
• Went to my Criminology class where we talked about Prostitution and Social Order crimes with our professor and police officer who was a special instructor.
• Talked to some music promoters at the radio station I worked at.
• Did my video game news show, 32-BiT, on the air with M.C.
• Worked on editing my Forensics Science class CSI Trailer Project for my group.
• Ate 2 slices of pizza
• Drank 3 cups of Sierra Mist
• Randomness at the station with co-workers and our business manager
• Help set up our soundboard for our Christmas Parade coverage coming up
• Met up with my girlfriend at 7-11 for a Slurpee run.
• Hung out with her while working on Forensics.
• Dropped her off at her evening class on campus
• Watched How I Met Your Mother
• Picked her back up, went to grab a bite, then back to her place.
• Finished my Project.
• Hugs and Kisses.
• Went home around midnight.
• Did a light workout.
• Crashed on the bed around 1.

Quite a lot huh? But there's one I didn't mention.

• I got my car towed

You would that this would set someone overboard? But it didn't actually since I had a very calm, fun, and productive day. Now I'm not gonna lie and say that I was happy that this happen...far from it. I was freaking out a tad since, well my car was gone. But once I figured it out and got a ride from my friend up to the tow lot and the reason why it happened...I just paid my dues and moved on.

I was not gonna let one bad thing ruin everything because it's not worth going through stress, anger, and other emotions that lead you to having a bad day even when things seemed to be going your way. Overall, I was happy that the tow guy was not a douche and was very professional about it. So that eased my tension down dramatically. Plus it was simple and quick.

Overall, the day was busy but at the end of the day it was a very great day. I felt like I accomplished something. Yeah, the 110 dollars I spent to get my car out hurt but at least I have a job and I can get that back where it belongs...in my savings. So I was blessed on this day to and hope that your day was great as well.

Don't let one negative ruin a variety of positives. It will make your day seem meaningless and dry instead of blooming and full of meaning. Keep striving and being productive.

Oh yeah, and don't park in a permit only spot when you don't have one for over an hour.