It can be difficult staying true to yourself in this world with all those judging eyes and words of slander and negativity. Sometimes it hits close to home...
For years, I have been judged and ridiculed.
Over-emotional. Silent. Abusive. Angry.
I thought that I was obsolete.
Not fit for this world of elites.
So I hid. In various forms of myself.
Trying to be found instead of being lost.
The tactics and false bravados worked…longer than expected.
Then I asked myself this question.
Why should I try to sound like yall?
I’m not a clone of someone else’s persona.
I was told that I’m not fit for society because of my differences.
Not one of the norm.
Lost.
When you’re a slave to the bizz.
No emotion, no cause, no passion.
Found.
Blessed with your issues and modifying.
Running towards a brand new fashion.
Lost.
Speaking words with no backbone.
Found.
Every word filled with bass, truth, and known.
Lost.
My emotions is a problem.
Locking those away from shedding some light.
Found.
Letting them sore with a Get Out of Jail card.
All of them. With no holds barred.
For years I let myself get judged. Thinking that was a living.
Now I realize that I was just a 2 star movie beginning.
I’m done being the guy afraid of snapping.
If it was meant to happen, then there is no relaxing.
I’m a misguided individual. There’s nothing wrong with that.
Looking for my calling on this rock before I fade to black.
I don’t want to be known as Mr. Right
I rather be the one that knows that I lived my life.
I hid away for far too long. Trying to be a “model citizen”
When all and all, I’m just a ruthless individual.
My anger, emotions, slang, and cold is part of me.
As for you...we shall soon see.
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